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Harry Styles Gives A S*it

November 17, 2020

And, therefore, he makes history as the first man to appear solo on the cover of Vogue. American Vogue.

Are you ready? I was never a fan of One Direction because, I don’t know. When they finally caught my eye with You & I, I heard they split up and I was like “Oh, ok.”

Then I heard Sign of the Times and was kind of hooked from the start. I don’t know if I heard it when it was still hot or not and I, still, haven’t even looked at the number of Times it had been played on YouTube. I didn’t even know who sang it exactly. What I want to say is that it didn’t and doesn’t matter. I mean, it matters, but not to me, not ever since I’d started to simply listen to Harry Styles’ music. Because I just really liked it. Like it. It feels so clean and I think I’d missed this kind of vibe in new released music. I’m not saying there is no great music out now. Yet, there is a particular vibe with his music I haven’t really sensed much of lately anywhere. Harry has been raising the bar, concomitantly on many levels, and has been doing so with kindness. Treat People With Kindness is a song from his second album.

How? It starts with his music – “I really enjoy being private more. I don’t feel like people know everything about me now and there was, definitely, a time where I felt like people knew everything about me and I realised I didn’t like that. I kind of, also, wanted to let the work do the talking a little bit” – and his music starts with him. Ouais!

Splendor In The Grass
Gridded overcoat, pussy-bow shirt, and checked pants, all by Gucci.
Photographed by Tyler Mitchell, Vogue, December 2020

I was about to bring up Sign of the Times on YouTube right now and, as soon as I’d typed – actually, I didn’t even have to, it was there on top of my searches, again – his name, Golden was suggested and, to my surprise, I had’t seen it since it first came out two weeks ago or something. I knew about it, was super curious to see it and could not wait to indulge in it. I felt it might be one of those things and it is. It is superb.

Golden

Back to THE Sign.

Golden. Still here. It must be the fourth time in a row and this doesn’t happen to me ~ that ~ often. I think I’m going to watch it again. Yes. I hope this doesn’t turn into a Yup, eleven times. Or, who knows, knowing myself, it just might. Let’s see. Turning this of a bit.

Yup, a couple of times. I could let it play on repeat while writing forwards. But. I loose my focus because I want to watch it. It is genuinely so nice and I am not going to say that he is just so genuine, because that is obvious. And.

That.

Is.

Mesmerising.

Is liberating a better choice for a word?

Genuine is a synonym for authentic and authenticity brings in freedom and freedom is mesmerising and mesmerising implies magic, so:

That.

Is.

Magic!

I see I’m managing to focus with Golden in the background. I’m peeking, of course, but it feels good not to overthink and just write as it comes.

The thought of Harry Styles on the cover of Vogue has just crossed my mind as the cover stroke – like a strike does – on my Instagram today, Friday, the 13th of November, 2020. Is it on stands already? Can’t wait to go tomorrow, no, Can’t wait to walk tomorrow, on a chilly, sunny November day to the newsstand and buy it! This is the effect I love and, sometimes, crave for. Enthusiasm. A trigger also known as a superpower, I believe, Vogue has when Vogue thinks big. The biggest power in one of the biggest industries in the world, fashion, used to affect the world of 2020, through art, in the brightest way possible. A trigger that tastes like watermelon.

Harry has been bringing a world tour scale artistic act in front of the new world of 2020 without for the world to have to move. The world of 2020 that can not move. Too much. Except for Harry – and, well, for my parents on vacation – that shot Golden on Italy’s Amalfi coast, during a pandemic with strict regulations that must had been, certainly, followed. To shine a light.

Isn’t that wonderful to do on a day like today and, frankly, on any other day?

Have you taken notice of what light does to everything?

My mother always has a word for when I am in awe of someone and my storytelling of them just won’t stop. She says they’re “true” and this is where I stop. For a second. We look into each other’s eyes and, almost simoultaneusly, say “real”. However. On top of everything else, on top of “true”, on top of “real”, on top of Harry wearing a dress while blowing up bubblegum with a sharp gaze in the Sussex dales even, comes the sparkle of life.

THE SPARKLE OF LIFE COMES FROM THE TRUTH, IS BACKED UP BY THE GREATEST LOVE – OF ALL – FOR LIFE AND THE WILL TO GENUINELY LIVE IT.

The power of example is one of the brightest powers there is ❣️

Looking Fly
Blazer and kilt by Comme des Garçons Homme Plus, Falke socks, and brogues from The Contemporary Wardrobe Collection. Photographed by Tyler Mitchell, Vogue, December 2020

I am letting Golden go and see what comes up next. It’s Watermelon Sugar. Now. Watermelon Sugar comes to mind from a cold Winter day, in my brother’s car, in Liverpool. I went there to hang out with him and the family in February 2020, just before the pandemic went viral – lol, not lol, you know – and everything shut down. We were getting some good fish and chips for take out. I remained in the car with my father while my brother was ordering the fish and chips with my mother; it hadn’t been decided on the number of portions. So, naturally, I start to put ~ my ~ music in the car. I open Apple Music, the Fine Line album was suggested, I was, yet again, hooked, by the cover this time around, and opened it. I realised I had forgotten about the Watermelon Sugar I listened to – at home, in my car, in the streets, walking anywhere – for days, at the end of 2019. Then, I must have had a hiatus month of listening to Solange’s When I Get Home album. Now is when I start to listen to Fine Line, Harry Styles’ second album. Not in the – I don’t know – “Oh, Harry is so cute” way, like a lot of people would usually assume, I had noticed, when it comes to people listening to charming people. Which he, obviously again – ka-ching! – is, a thing I must have, randomly, discovered, one day later, on James Corden’s Carpool Karaoke. Being out of the gossip world, sometimes, makes you live in a bubble. A bubble you yourself are working in on the discipline to not ever judge or categorise, metaphorically and literally speaking.

Carpool Karaoke

So Watermelon Sugar starts and I’m like Nice! and put my eyes back into the notes on my phone, because yes, this is how ~ this ~ was created, on the same, previously mentioned, Friday, in the evening. But then something caught my eye in the split of a second I looked at the TV. Some words.

Very, extra, merry cool, simple words and simple meanings. The way “Golden” is written in Golden is so keen. You know what they say about the little things…

Pretty, Much?
For Styles, his friend and muse Gucci’s Alessandro Michele crafted a frothy, lace-trimmed creation, paired here with a double-breasted tuxedo jacket.
Photographed by Tyler Mitchell, Vogue, December 2020

The epigraph says “This video is dedicated to touching. May 18, 2020”. I rewind, pause it and when I check on the font, it’s caps, I see just above it, on the left “Premiered May 18, 2020. 146M views.” Here I am, watching it again.

Ooh, the sea… Then he starts to sing and it gets better. I can hear the waves. Even better. His ‘70s style makes me want to go and have fun with my clothes! It’s Gucci and Emily Adams Bode. Then, he starts to eat watermelon on the beach. More fruit, more fun, beautiful girls and boys. The picture in the perfect light they take on the beach is just, you know, a fabulous idea. I mean, who does these videos? Bradley & Pablo did, in Malibu, California, in January 2020.

Watermelon Sugar

A group of friends and I were playing this Summer, this very interesting Summer, the game you stick a post-it note with a celebrity’s, usually, name someone from the group wrote on, on your forehead and you’re supposed to ask questions to figure out who you are, basically. It came down to “So, I’m a famous, male singer from the UK”. My eyes filled with excitement and I instantly asked “Am I Harry Styles?”

So yes, I like the guy.

He could be wearing anything – but you know it’s not really anything what we really mean when we say anything, it’s a specific kind of anything one has to feel about any clothes or accessories one wears – and still be himself. This means style and it’s called intuition.

It was during the month I was obsessed with, yeah, I can say that, Woman, that I infected all of my female and male friends with, yeah, Woman. My brother even. Oh, yes, so here I am, back in Liverpool. My brother is a surgeon, just like my father is, and he has this specific kind of patience that resembles calmness and adrenaline at the same time. Anyway, I suggest him music when I’m really into something and he does, too. Purple Rain, for instance, has occupied an important part in my life ever since the age of five or something. It’s interesting. So Harry Styles is, obviously, my suggestion when he gets back in the car with mum. Why obviously? Well, I don’t imagine my brother, particularly, searching for Harry Styles on YouTube, though it is from him that I’ve got the The Beatles mania ever since I, basically, opened my eyes into this world. And, of all the places in the world, it is Liverpool he got to live in, go figure. Harry Styles has a Beatles feel to him.

Two of A Kind
Harry and sister Gemma Styles sit for a family portrait. He wears a coat by Martine Rose, a Margaret Howell cable-knit sweater, and checked Marni pants. She wears a crisscrossed Chopova Lowena dress and Church’s shoes.
Photographed by Tyler Mitchell, Vogue, December 2020

One of the best feelings, when you have a brother or sister, or a best friend, is to hear them say something like “I’m so glad that he makes music that I actually enjoy listening to” on whatever it is you’re doing.

“Is this the good-looking English guy that used to be in a band or something?”, my brother asks. I roll my eyes, though I’m proud of him to even know this information since I know his taste in music and reply “You have to listen to his music and watch what I’m about to send you”. He says “OK” and I’m happy he’s so open. I remember him saying “not bad” to Golden and me smirking in the back, in the dark. I’m also happy we’re together and it smells juicy in the car. I feel like we’re on a boat and it’s sunny and warm while we drive back home to enjoy the fish and chips.

Come Together
is one of my
all time favourite songs.

Speaking of fish and chips, Liam Gallagher happened to be around the studio when Fine Line was rounding up and he liked it. They all had fish and chips after.

Here.
The waves, also, here.

This interview is so cool from, yeah, I guess any point of view and no, I don’t think it’s “the money” and I love money because I know what money can do. I saw interviews with Harry from when he started. A changed man today, the same vibe from yesterday. Clean. And “change is good, it means the life you’re living has affected you”, I once heard Madonna, in an interview, saying. I hope my brother, by the time he reads this, would have already seen the interview. I know my neighbour had and, I don’t know why, but I was very content about it.

Juice
(Lizzo cover)

I first time watched the interview by myself, when I got back home from the quarantine I spent with the family, in the Spring of 2020, in the mountains where we got to see the nature come to life from April to almost the end of May. This “break” made me enter home with a fresh emotion. I felt like falling in love with home. On a perfectly lit afternoon in May, I watched the interview and very much it. It felt like a new beginning.

Mister of the Robes
There are references aplenty in this look by Harris Reed, which features a Victoriana crinoline, 1980s shoulders, and pants of zoot-suit proportions.
Photographed by Tyler Mitchell, Vogue, December 2020

Earlier, I’d paused Watermelon Sugar just here:

I mean… It has the word watermelon in it! And high is, you know, the cherry. And this came out like I’d planned it. But I had not. Cherry is really nice and it is about Harry’s ex-girlfriend, Camille Rowe, who speaks at the end of it. She has a lovely style, also, and I don’t only mean it in the literal way, but I guess I wouldn’t ever even mention style in any other way. 

Chemistry is crisp, attention is key and this is a video from the Vogue shoot.

Cherry (Vogue)

Fyi, Kiwi is playing and I am going to get some fruit.

Kiwi

It’s called Ritter Sport, Whole Almonds, with almonds grown in the Californian sunshine. And some prunes. Passing by the bedroom. All good. 

You know how eating chocolate on a Friday night is and you know how YouTube plays “Next” by default. It’s Miley’s Malibu. This is until we will get to her MTV Unplugged Backyard Sessions or BBC Radio 1 Live Lounge.

Miley Cyrus
Malibu

We’ve been here before.

I have just written We’ve been here before as Harry was singing we’ve been here before, live on The Graham Norton Show. Wide open eyes emoji.

Sign of the Times

It’s one of my two favourite live versions of the song and it always puts me in a state.

The other one is in the documentary about the making of the first album, Harry Styles, in Jamaica, and he sings it while laying on a couch with Mitch – the story with Mitch is just as crisp as chemistry is – under one of his arms. The other arm was singing, too. The glow these guys have over each other is love.

Behind the
“Harry Styles” album

It’s still a mystery to me how come Harry’s interview on Howard Stern is, well, full, and has no commercials in it, but these are the neat things you can do with money, see?

Harry Styles on
the Howard Stern Show

Or: 

Adore You

Or:

Lights Up

Watching Lights Up three times in a row and thinking “If tomorrow is sunny, I’m texting my neighbour to go for that walk to get the magazine, eat some good street food thing I have only recently discovered and am dieing to see if he likes it just as much”. Now I’m sending him a text with just how much I like Lights Up. And the link to it. Earlier today, on Instagram, he sent me THE Vogue cover and I only saw his message when I sent him, minutes later, THE Vogue cover. I love the lyrics and the video. It finishes with Do you know who you are/ Do you know who you are? Just like in the post-it game and, well, life.

I am eating the kaki my dad gave me earlier today. I feel like I’m eating a beautiful bouquet of flowers.

Playtime With Harry Styles: “You Can Never Be Overdressed”

To listen to Hamish Bowles read this profile, click the play button below: THE MEN’S BATHING POND in London’s Hampstead Heath at daybreak on a gloomy September morning seemed such an unlikely locale for my first meeting with Harry Styles, music’s legendarily charm-heavy style czar, that I wondered perhaps if something had been lost in translation.

Falling

Vogue has just initiated peace. Between women and men. Between men and women. Through art. It is in times like 2020 that art transforms itself and helps transform the world while doing so. The English Vogue of December has Beyoncé on the cover. Zendaya is on the cover of Vogue Hong Kong. I wonder what Vogue Italia will come up with and, most of all, I am curios ~ sls3sl8i2zkxmncejcns ~ to see what Vogue Paris will do. Whooh!

Now, world, what should we wish Harry back? All I wish Harry back is for him to be free and make whatever feels right. Whatever feels like the s*it!

Prince

Thank you and you are welcome.

In the end, it’s all about passion.

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